Why do your eyes still pierce my defense?
I am trying to guard my soul
I am looking at things unknown to me now
But familiar from times of ole.
That gaze you posses tears me apart.
It wounds my mind
It hurts my heart.
But you can't see my torn subconscious.
I look at my struggle
And I feel that I've lost it.
A four year battle all for nothing,
All in vain it seems.
I went in blooming and blushing
But all I can do now is scream.
I scream for you
I scream for me
I scream for all we were to be
For what else is there for me to do,
But sit here, helpless, and scream for you?