I don't understand
How a calendar page
Can affect the way
I perceive these days

Senior year's halfway done
And finally some sun
Has broken through the haze

I thought that any
Amount of time
Would be too long
If I couldn't move on

It seems that nothing's wrong
The pain is gone
With little noise

I've lived the worst
I've built my raft
I'm gonna float away
With four words to say

Before the end of May
After a lot more gray
"Let the time flow"

Maybe I can go
Through the motions
Of normal life
Waiting for paradise

What do I hope to find
I could maybe be blind
And fade away

But I'm made more real
When I stop to feel
Don't pretend to live life
When I need to heal
Work through these feelings
The way I see things
Just let the time go
And everything it brings
I'm on my own schedule
Even though I'm in school
If you want me to work
Know I'm a broken tool

It might take months
I might not be the same
In fact I feel the change
Adding emotions to my range

Now where's the pain
I know it's not in vain
If it returns.