I am holding on to your words like breaths of air and it's not right to suffocate myself like this replaying you like an old tape that skips broken memories to match the shards of glass inside on which I've cut myself too many times lyrics that mean nothing but memories a beat that makes the pit in my stomach grow louder than the colours on your bedroom wall and I can paint with them all. paint the awkward hugs goodbye the chance encounters on the street that we were never lucky enough to have I can paint over the population sign but you'll always inhabit my mind