We braided flower crowns and
Posed like those girls
We knew from photo shoots
So we could be pretty and
Loved like they were

Red lipstick and black boots
Alcohol slipping down our lips
We danced to our favorite
Mix tape labeled
'Suicide club'

We would off ourselves to nirvana
And queen and stick our middle
Fingers up to the world

When school started we refused
To show up to class and smoked
**** in the gym

And when we both realized our
Mistakes
You offed yourself
With a pill bottle that had my name
On it