"Do you think that I don't want this?!" I reply, "Yes, I think you want a relationship." He replies with a snotty attitude, "Then what is your problem?" I told him, "Yes I believe that you want a relationship, I just don't think that you want one with me..." He paused because he knew that what I was saying was true. The feeling of despair hit me, because I knew that all of these fearful thoughts were now true and there was no denying it.. he came at me almost yelling, "How could you think something like that?!" as he stuttered in his words. "Of course I want to be with you" but I could see it in his eyes, I could see the deception. He looked at me the same way that he looked at me when he told me that he loved me, and it was all lies. I couldn't speak, I shook my head at him and left.