You don't sound special. My name doesn't drip off your tongue like a rolling wave. Like honey or a dew drop off a leaf. You sound like home and smell like rolling tobacco. Your sallow skin turns olive on the bog when you sleep in instead of waking up at six am to beat the sun. There's always oil in your fingernails from the garage since you dropped out of school - but now you're going places. Despite what everyone said and despite the fact you have to ask me how to spell some things and despite your excessive drinking and even though you left me I hope you're coming back.