Every time I open The Roominghouse Madrigals, an estranged part of me comes back with blistered hands and a heart so heavy it's like Wile E. Coyote has it attached to a chain hanging off the edge of a cliff that's beginning to crumble
And every time I open The Roominghouse Madrigals, a peculiar part of me leaves without warning to wander and turn over some things in its head like I've got multiple personalities and a few years from now it'll return and kick Jane out and insist I am Mary
And every time I open The Roominghouse Madrigals, There is a deep sorrow within me that I think I mistake for love
But I'm getting ahead of myself- The Roominghouse Madrigals is a selection of poems by the drunken poet Charles Bukowski The Roominghouse Madrigals is a selection of poems about sadness, madness, genius and solitude The Roominghouse Madrigals is a young girl's first broken love
I first fell in love with it on the floor I first fell in love with it on the floor of the balcony I first fell in love with it on the floor of the balcony of the book shop I first fell in love with it on the floor of the balcony of the book shop where I first fell in love
Simply you see, The Roominghouse Madrigals is a selection of poems that washed like rebirth The first time, the first poem, the Brave Bull, it was a sudden clarity with a taste of joyous drunkenness That first time, that first poem, the Brave Bull, it was cured amnesia reminding me of all the things I forgot I ever was and a psychedelic mushroom, dressed as a fortune cookie, dressed as a book of poems, that told me what I would be, and so I became it
And if reincarnation is real maybe the world's so messed up because it's the same group of idiots being born over and over again to be raised by the idiots they raised
Because the first time I opened The Roominghouse Madrigals, I tasted life and death simultaneously
And I keep it near to my heart but not near to my bed should anyone find it and think I'm a perverted and miserable girl who can't help but fall apart every time she mouths the words some dead drunk poet weeped into a keyboard with curses crashing into black keys like those tears, still warm & ever so salty But I am and I do and I keep it near to my heart like a first broken love