You know what hurts me the most?
What hurts me so fuckin much is that I was fighting for someone that wouldn't even do the same for me.
I was begging for something that doesn't even exist.
There was nothing between us except some fast spark between two teenagers that are both wounded.
I thought us "finding our way back to each other" was some fate sign that we were meant to last. That our fate was forever.
This night made me realize that was some sick joke..
There was never "We can try again.", there was never "You're the one I want."
I don't know how I got here… How I finally realized this, but now that I have…Maybe I can finally heal..No more scars that get cut open all over again. No more nightmares..No more pain.
-D.