Do not so readily forget what you said to me because I clung to each syllable as I would to the edge of a cliff. Desperately. By the tips of my fingers. Breathless. Hard. Absolutely petrified. And like the dirt perpetually stuck under my nails you cannot expect me to ignore that you still said it. The energy of your vocal chords was released into the atmosphere and there it lingers. You can try to bury the three am conversations under the entrails of your regret but the words "I love you more than her" cannot so easily be masked. I suggest you put away the absinthe and shame for neither carries a satisfying burn.