Things people do to avoid talking/acknowledging their feelings.
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Change the subject
Play with you’re hair to hide the fact that you’re feeling
Hows the weather down in california?
I saw you today touching someones shoulder
To get them to stop talking about their divorce.
As a matter of fact they probably were trying to pick you up
Which made me feel
Did you dye your hair?
You keep playing with it
Whenever I bring up how we used to sit
And watch movies and talk through them
And how when ever we were having conversations
About our pasts that killed us
You would kiss me in the middle of my sentence
To stop me from opening up.
That specific kiss overwhelmed me with the feeling of
I should just leave and stop talking
Because thats what you did when it got to hard
To realize that you loved me and that I loved you back.