When things start to look up,
They take a downwards spiral
Crashing down
At the speed of light
I thought I was getting better
I thought I was starting to live my life
I thought I was getting over you
I thought, I thought, I thought
Everything becomes clear
When your world comes crashing down
Nothing that you wanted
Works out
Motives become clear
Trying to escape from the life I’m stuck in
Going somewhere else
But it’s no longer an option
It was just an escape
Not something I wanted for me
But something I wanted, to get away
From you
From all the memories
From all the thoughts
From all the feelings
I can no longer get away
It all becomes clear
When your singing along to a song
and break down
For seemingly no reason
I thought I was doing better
I thought I was getting over you
I thought,
But I’m not.