To be honest, I cannot say I miss your crocodile smile Or the way your breath creeped down my neck And gave me goosebumps. I could not decide if they were out of excitement Or out of pure fear.
You took a walk with me, Said all we'd do was talk. Or maybe kiss. You lied.
We ended up in a staircase. "I don't want to do anything that makes you uncomfortable" You said with a flicker in your eye. Yet part of me knew you were being deceptive.
That doesn't matter.
I told you from the start that I did not want to sleep with you, And yet you tried to pry it out of me. I still would not let you go that far, But you had me preform other unmentionable acts with you. I could not escape if I wanted to. The texts, the grabbing, the coercing, the mean spirited teasing. It was Hell from the first hello.
Two friends of mine had died the week before, I should have known when you became so concerned with my well-being, That something was terribly wrong. You never held stock in me before.
We have not spoken since, Yet, you have the nerve to text me You tell me you're sorry That you were a ****. I say, you were a **** and a half.
I know this was another scheme to get your way with me, And frankly, I don't miss our "friendship" anyways. Not even a little bit.
No one knows what really happened. They called me a ****, a *****, a *****. All they know is that we did stuff, And I told you off When you would not stop bothering me about *******. Then you went after my emotionally unstable friend, And she was not so lucky and strong as to tell you "No."