I thought you would come back
I never changed because I wanted to be
The True Love you first fell in love with
With you, my feelings were always heightened
My life, wilder
But now I have tired myself out with
The perpetual cycle that winds my soul
I am nostalgic for a former life
and love that doesn't exist any more

I get this feeling a lot
Same room
Same weather
Same regrets
Calm but numb
Binded together with
An underlying sadness

I carry around quotes I found
Saving them up to tell you one day
There is nothing here though
But the flowers I bought
They are drying up and dying
Like their owner
I think I need closure