Late evenings get me blue. I swear I'm always thinking about you and things you said that weren't true. It was never new how you'd make me feel so low. So when you didnt show, I didn't care anymore. Even though, I missed you until my heart popped and my heartbeat had stopped. Then I woke eventually, where you spoke nonchalantly. And sometimes you need my love. Sometimes you'd rather shove Me away until I push you away for days, you get me in a haze, I love you, I care, don't go I'm not ready to be on my own