It's nice out. I am alone here but that's just alright. I don't really mind missing out on the rest of the world. I can watch from a window the child's happiness when daddy comes home, or the teenager who slams the door and walks down the road in unattested anger. I sit here, in my mind, wondering how I got here and how I will leave. And so it goes. I have always said "I don't mind being alone, I just hate being by myself."