Here I go again.  It is a New year so I decided to let you in again. Gave you a second chance?  A second chance to break my heart? The year has just begun, a well of tears overflowing,drip by drip they trickle down my cheek slowly soaking my pillow. Time for me to pick myself up and start over again. I said this at the start of last year. It seems to me that my new year is not so NEW....