we breathed each other heavily
heavy as my hand resting on your back
trying to press your body against mine
the sensation is forever
Scintillating and you do it all over
you moved down
and I gained high
with every stroke of your hand
I am paralyzed, I am wild
I brush your hair out of your face
so I could see it glow in the moonlight
you smile, I grin
I kiss you and you taste of sugar
salt, peppermint, the cigarettes you smoked
but most especially you taste like you -
moist like the rain
but dry like velvet -
under these sheets, we both cry in height
with all the love you gave
I lie on my back
waiting for your long brown hair
which I love, like the whole you
but then I realized something
you weren’t there
I was alone,
dry
in love
making