what does not give enough,
has no return value,
n I worthless......

locked in prisons of my own making,
arms crossed,
I defy my love.....

I do not sing....
I do not write....
I sit n rot with the other fruits
collecting flys.....

sometimes,,,,,,
I feel myself....
reaching........
searching......
finding ............
holding............
n keeping............

things that would be better released......
thinking
that which does not give....
has no return value......