It's almost two in the morning and I miss you like a lot and I'm not sure exactly how even to express it because lately it's been weird but I haven't been very inspired. And for you, it's almost six in the evening and I hope you miss me but not too much. But I've learned a little bit that being even father apart from your smile isn't all that difficult, until I'm falling asleep as you're starting the afternoon and you're falling asleep as I wake up. And so it's just a bit harder to tell you I love you as often as I want to, but as it's two in the morning while it's six in the evening, I hope that you know how much you really mean to me and how much I hate missing you but I absolutely can't help it at two in the morning when I think of you laughing and try to recreate feeling your hand in mine with my own fingers, hoping that at six in the evening you're thinking of my teasing and wanting our kisses just as much as I do. Since we won't be together tomorrow at midnight, I guess I'll be sending my New Year's kiss over a text message, relying on my slow wifi and your bad reception. Think of it as a placeholder, I guess, at least until the next time I see you. Cause even at my two in the morning or even at your six in the evening it's the very best thing