How could any reasonable
person not live in fear
of the moment when,
swaddled in blankets,
their child opens their eyes
for the first time?
Who could want that?
And why?
It is a kind of madness.

I have seen what a father is,
what they do, or don't.
I have seen the ones that
want to be a friend,
the ones that have given up,
and the ones that respond
with violence.
I have seen the violence above all.

Tell me how I am supposed
to look at this world,
this broken, horrible *******
world that we were handed by
the irresponsible
Me generation before us,
and see a place where I
would want my children to grow,
to live to breathe and to learn.
This place doesn't dream,
it only sleeps.

And we are so many, and
there is so little.
Room, food, money,
joy.
The quantities are all out of sorts.
My god it's a nightmare.
It's unthinkable.
It's a ******* of nature.

But sometimes, through the
polished glass door, I see my reflection
super imposed on your face,
and I think, we would
make such wonderful children.
You would make such a wonderful Mom.
It is a kind of madness.