Eventually I understood
That you're gone for good
and you kissed her goodnight instead
I lie here alone and she's in your bed
Maybe now you won't need alcohol
and she will help you not fall

There was a time you held on to me
where you laid so perfectly
and I knew that I loved you
but you knew there was only a few
not even one reason to stay
So I watched your car drive away
and my heart chose to follow my feet
back up to lie again in my defeat
of you never loving me
the way I chose to love you.

I initially had hoped one day you might call.
But you don't think of me softly


K.K.