Its just been one of those nights.
When I cant help but remember the little things
when I can believe in those who say "give it time"
When it becomes easier to sleep at night
and heaven doesn't look so lonely  
but when I think about it all
I cant help remember the time you held so tight
my hand was in yours and I felt safe
I felt safe from the water that was attempting to pull you away from me
or all the hurricanes that showed up that summer
one by one they took with them a piece of me
a piece that I gave to you
I couldn't help but to remember these things
because they seem so close yet so far away
and I wish I could make sense of it all
I wish I could stop pretending like I'm okay
and when someone mentions your name
I want to be able to say "yes, we we're once lovers"