I am consumed of thoughts...about you, about everything I've done, everyone whom I've crossed paths with.
And now I look back and I immediately cringe...half of me wishes I could alter time so I would've never really met you, but it happened anyway and I can't change that.
The other half...the other half stays humble and patient, loving, and warm - ready to embrace you.
Yet all of me...feels so ashamed and I constantly suffocate myself with my mistakes but I realize now - I have to forgive
It's taken me a while to forgive myself and forgive you but along that, I also learned
we don't have forever to sort out through all our flaws but before time runs out - we must learn to accept and let go...and never be afraid to fall.