through her tears she wrote "It will never matter where it'll never matter who if it's written in the stars if it's written inside of you" as she thought so deeply of how she was living of how she was feeling and how she was giving every inch of her soul over to pain to fate and to rain. as the thoughts dwindled down to the essence of life and how everything's the same, time and time again. "had i not been born on the day that I was had i not been born on the day that I was..."