I'm warm blooded but the blood let my fingers run cold I clench them into a fist in hopes and desperation of bringing the warmth back My visions hazy, cold sweats run like an endless river My eyes shoot in every direction Heart sank like the titanic in my stomach, which I'm sick to I shake a little, every time I breathe I inhale more pessimism Thoughts eat me like Hannibal Served fresh on a plate like a gourmet Just a sprinkle of self hatred My emotions driven like a car Where are the brakes