you forgot to lock the door after you left you also forgot to unlock the door between us maybe both of us did not know how to love each other or maybe I couldnt love you the way you wanted to or you couldnt love a demanding wreck how she wanted to be that we were two intersecting lines that somehow returned to being parallel there is light cast on the solid concrete walls and nights you dont return you're not supposed to at fifteen I left myself wondering why no one would love me at fifteen I couldnt give myself an answer, no one else could either I smell like cigarettes I didnt smoke and regretted words I didnt say and left love hanging in mid-air when you forgot to lock the door after you walked out of.