They asked me about my trip to see you and it's funny cause a few days ago I wrote how I was doing just fine... Until today. Because I can't look them in the eye when they ask how I feel about good old North Caroline. I can't tell them about how my trip to DC was beyond words phenomenal. I can't tell them how I left a part of my heart in Pittsburgh or how peaceful Ohio was. No I can't let them know how I really feel because they all think I'm getting better. They think I'm finally moving on and I thought so too until today. I guess I want to say thank you for taking me on those extravagant adventures to distant places I had never been. Thank you for taking the time to show me something beautiful in life. Thank you for showing me a piece of what love used to be.... I hope you're having a wonderful Christmas, it's so hard to stay angry with someone you truly love no matter how hard they hurt you.