its been a while since i have written a poem. its been a while since i have time to think. and i have learned to handle my broken heart and it is healing. and i am a lot happier now. i can sleep. i can rest and it feels very nice. and i have a smile on my face and it is Christmas time and the thought of this time of year makes my heart as warm as the sun shining on me as i live this life in florida. i miss this life. writing poems everyday and revising them so they can become more of what i might be feeling in this crazy heart. its in the middle of the night and i cant think of words other than these. and as simple as they may be, that is exactly how i am feeling at the moment.