Breakage. A pounding, drumming off – key non-rhythmic beat desperately searching for any kind of recognizable melody, in my head. Nonsensical. It doesn’t make sense and yet it keeps occurring on a regular basis that one might think it makes sense. Silence. the absence of a blinking message no typing no smiley face not even a sad one, one might think it was too quiet in here. Screams. pounding off-beat silent sad screams. It hurts but no one can tell.