I forgot how to count my bones
But I guess that doesn't matter
I was angry about something
but your blood talked me out of it
And its hard to remember anything except your hands
or how hot tears feel running down my numb cheeks

1 drink
2 drinks
5 drinks
10 drinks
A drink for every false idol
2 for every lost profit

I'm losing my religion to a ghost
the least you could do is look away