its 3am and i cant stop thinking about your stupid ******* face and the way that your glasses hung onto your nose and your soft smile which you told me was fake because you really hated what was behind it i felt you inside of me like a ******* lung like you were the lost part of me that i was struggling to survive without im on your ***** waiting list move me up and down with the flick of your magic pen its so insane how i can look back at all of the stupid **** i said to you thinking that i was so profound and prophetic like i could fix you let me be your keeper instead ill be your martyr you said i spoke like rain well i wish i spoke like thunder so you would cower under the sheets thinking that my words would crash down on you any second of any day if youll be my rain then ill be your thunder ill be your thunder let me crash onto you when its dark when its cold let me crash onto you let me crash into you let me into you its just me and you me and -