I had once been in a church to drink a beer Behind the pastor seat A risk I took with no fear Ends me a back seat.
I wonder who reported me For I was sure all doors were locked against me I was sure the gate keeper didn't notice me I guess the walls have eyes Oh, maybe holy spirit really exist But why did he have to show up then I was in the same spot sweating in prayers Crying rain seeking for a divine help Nobody reported me then Is this not a case of betrayal?
People, they just love being messengers of negativity When I was sweeping the altar, dusting this same pastor seat nobody shouted my activities.
Wait a minute, what was I thinking Why should I carry a sin in a bottle Straight to a supposing holy temple. Holy? Is a place I once caught cockroaches making out holy? The venue where our tithes and offerings are being pocketed by the church hierarchy still holy?
Even as that, I don't suppose to join the crowd to pollute the Lord's place Truly I deserve even behind the back seats, yes I deserve the shame.
Just using this poem to paraphrase how fate work, how our grace are not the same, people can be doing lots of bad things but the day you try it might be the day you will be exposed and prosecuted as a scapegoat.