its been 4 days since I've showered 5 days since I've shaved 6 days and 7 hours since you chose to go away two cartons of cigarettes a bottle and half of scotch it like time is stuck in neutral nothings moving on my watch I haven't been outside for days the curtains have stayed drawn the days rolled into endless grey no nightfall, dusk or dawn this won't go on forever each day a bit more pain has gone one day I will be numb enough rumour has it, life goes on