forgetting you,
are you forgetting me too?
or do little things
still remind you of me
because i am reminded
constantly
do you look for me
in crowds of people?
hoping that maybe,
we might cross paths?
because i'm no good at forgetting
i just keep thinking about the past
i miss our long conversations
and how easily you made me laugh
but now it feels like
we're not even friends
this time things are different
this time there's less effort
and i'm trying to not try
but i don't want to say
goodbye
i've never been good
at letting go
so maybe i need a push.