I thought of you today. And the normal pain that follows did not occur but instead a sudden remorse began to stir and I had a rapid change of heart.
I remembered the anger and I remembered the disdain but all in all I couldn't replicate the pain. I couldn't take all that I stood for and let it fall apart.
I know I should be fair to myself and most people would be bitter. But I've always tried to be a sweetheart behind these walls and I will never be a quitter. I can't let my heart turn into a tornado again.
Bound together but not tied. Like paper clips, we united. Easily, we bent until the damage could never be requited. But if we were ever stronger than that, I can't remember when.

-k.d.