Dreaming of Excitement,
Hoping for some fun,
Feeling only resentment,
I just want it to be done,

Realizing I've been defeated,
Is my only Salvation,
The desire to be needed,
Has been a revelation,

Unknown are the possibilities,
In my future ahead,
But seeing only realities,
Regretting what I've said,

Needing some stability,
To balance out my Life,
Needing that ability,
Isn't worth all the strife,

Keeping my promise,
Is harder than it seems,
I'm struggling like a novice,
To remember it's just a dream.