sometimes i like to
lay on my back and
look at the stars
and say
"my darling i know you're up there and im down here, why is that? why are we not together?"

she never answers, perhaps
because shes not as loving a she used to be.
i feel as if she does not care,
but how could she not i was the best thing she had, now im drifting just a she did,
i miss her so i feel its my time but what if i left this world for hers and couldnt find her?
then what would i do?
wonder the fields?
so for now i shall stay and live on this world they call
"earth"