Why do I feel this way?
Why do I feel like crying when I think about him?
I find myself asking “is this love?”
I heard that this is how it felt most of the time
I just never imagined it would hurt this bad
I guessed I never believed it would  
but it does and its like hell on earth
like my heart is on fire
but how is it that others can find there happy ever after?
What am I doing wrong?
I want what my parents have…I cant wait until I finally find it…  
I know I will be truly happy like my mom is…  
I guess that’s why I accepted her husband, its not just because he’s cool and fun and chill but because he makes her so happy
I can’t wait to find my own happy ending.