I have not written in a while
And somehow forgotten about my style
Maybe it's because of grieving
And the hard time the past is still giving

There are memories I still want to feel
Although in my smartest recollection, they were never real
The happiness they bring in the present
Will definitely die as time is spent

She is not worth it, but still, I care
From shields of pride, I'm completely bare
For such effect, unsure of the cause
Forgive me, then, for I need a pause.