believing in things that i dont believe in
living a life that everyone is so proud of
acting out quietly and where noone can see me
coddled by the assurance that i will be eternally rewarded
**** me please please please **** this thing i have become

help is a luxury for afforded to those less fortunate
originally that is what i thought
lately i've realized that we are all pretty unfortunate
evil permeates the very existence of man