I have to understand that what I did was out of
Non-necessity
The actions that occurred,
All happened because of me
What I've worked for is undone
There's nothing left to work for;
there's nowhere else to run
I've shot myself in the foot
A thousand times a thousand times a thousand again
And every time I pulled the trigger
The hole kept getting bigger
Until there was no foot, there was no hole, there was no end
To the pain that was self induced
The end that my actions had produced
Made me sick to think that I
Had caused my heart and soul to die