I want to see chalkdust
made from their skull(s).
beat that(those) thing(s) against the asphalt.
I want to cut open their skin
and pull their muscles out.
Carefully;
slippery-
disgustingly,
like slugs.
I want to make them feel really shitty.
You know
because I shouldn't feel bad
unless everyone else feels bad too.
Which I suppose is sort of rude,
and makes me feel a little worse.
but how do I explain to them how I feel
without crying
and going on like,
"you hurt my feelings".
I've sat here and said nothing
for however many years old I am
and I can keep doing it.
But it feels like its time to say something
or do something,
and most times I don't know what to do
but contemplate extinction