with you, i felt like 2 am breakfast food
with you, i loved watching horror films because I knew you’d hold my hand, even though it was sweaty a lot
with you, i was perfectly happy just lying in bed all day
with you, even the simplest thing like getting groceries was an amazing adventure.

without you, i feel like 4 am insomnia and tears
i hate watching scary movies because i know it will just add to the nightmares
i have no choice but to lie in bed all day because when you left,
you took every ounce of my motivation to be.
without you, even the simplest thing is a trial I am unable to complete.