they tell me i cant be trying my best
they say i'm to much of a failure
to be trying my hardest
but this is the best i got
do you know how it feels
to be told that is my worst?
i cant be any better than i am
I'm sorry i just cant
i have given my all
my everything
maybe
its because my all
goes into what you want it to
has anything i ever wanted
or needed
ever past your mind?
i assume not
you would **** me before i killed myself
i just want to travel in the wind
like the smoke that comes from my burning body
i cant escape
i am giving you my best
why do you assume that is my worst?
you have never seen me at my near worst
if you did you would tremble and run
think of me for just a moment
my best
is my best
take it
or see my worst