I wish I didn't
have to see
your body shaking
as you cried
when you turned 18
because you were drunk
and sad
but I still held you
as close as I could.

I wish I was there
for every single time
you cried
and I wasn't there
because I couldn't even
leave the house.

I wish that girl
didn't break your heart
and I wish
I didn't have a crush
on her as well.

I wish I can live
long enough
to see your eyes
shining bright
because for once
our friendship
is all that matters.