We were in the mountains
Skiing with friends and making snow men
It snowed and we laughed
We kissed in the snow
Our  nights were spent by the fire
With me in your arms
But somehow
In such a short amount of time
Everything changed
And I don't know why.
Was I not good enough?
I fell for you as you fell out of me
And that is why I can't look at you
Because I am still in love
I won't tell anyone
You can never know
That I can't bare the sight of you
Perfectly fine without me
And I try with everything I have
To be okay with it
But I'm not