happy birthday to me im finally turning 17 though im happy to age im sick of you pretending were okay i can see you trying to fake a smile acting as if were not really hostile i dont like games, i hate these games ill smile too, pretend im not in pain really i dont find this fair one day acting like you care should i be happy rather than numb in this sorrow even though i know this will all end tomorrow maybe i should just enjoy this scheme and sing along, happy birthday to me