I’m sure you had your reasons, with your eight legged cross hairs
You zero in, but my limbs surround and envelope
Yet would it be so hard not to fall apart or be unfair?
I need the will to check my heart with a stethoscope.
I can’t tell if I’m growing, or if I’m just beating.
I don’t know if I’m flowing, or maybe I’m just defeating...

All that I had.

Are you the type of person who would get what’s first?
Are you the type of person who would get what’s been there the longest?

My thoughts are slowly fleeting, my heart is briskly beating and I...
see what’s in store for me. Seven petals in the future is what’s eating at me.
These images in my head are spinning around and around and I...
feel the presence that is you upon my window pane, staring at me.
I just wish that I was able to touch you and feel your skin again.
I need to be able to hold you and know that you are mine again.

You’re all that I had.

I’m the type of person who doesn’t feel the need to give up...
I’m the type of person who needs to be with you for the rest of his days.