A criss cross, forever remembering and always forgetting what we loss, a forever skating of our lives, a distant memory of a lie, the strings that twist our lives and hearts, we look back to the pages that are blanked, we look back with a panic, and people call us manic, "just move on" they say with a sly tone, but they don't realize, is we want them to answer their ******* phone, I'll flip the pages to read tomorrow, because I pray there is less sorrow