What do I know? As this bed holds me because you won't- does the couch comfort you better than I? all over a predicament you walked yourself right into. I cried at work today, again. I wish but wishing never got me anywhere. Nothing's changed... I wish it would but sometimes things do- like a plane ticket to Seattle and new arms- a new life. I can't. I won't. But God put his hands on my shoulders as I fell apart, the pieces are his to swallow so that maybe I can be close to his heart, a place to dull the ache..